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Blue eyes met in instant unspoken communication, and turning their backs on the astonished woman, they exited together, arms slung around each other’s’ shoulders. Neither was quite sober.<\/p>\n

“Back to my place?” Hutch queried.<\/p>\n

Starsky considered, then shrugged. He was tired. One place was as good as another. So long as it had a bed. Or at least somewhere to lie down. He was sure he’d feel better after a good night’s sleep, when the pain engendered by this debacle was behind him.<\/p>\n

“Sure.” On automatic, he followed Hutch out to where the LTD was parked, slid into the passenger seat, and closed his eyes\u2026<\/p>\n

It seemed only moments before they climbed the stairs at Venice Place and Starsky collapsed inelegantly onto the couch. He sprawled back against the couch cushions and let out a long breath. “Think she got the point, Blintz?”<\/p>\n

“She’s not dumb. A two-timing Class-A bitch, but not dumb,” Hutch opined. “Said she loved us both.”<\/p>\n

“Yeah. Kept us both dangling like fuckin’ puppets, dancing to her tune.”<\/p>\n

Hutch leaned forward, elbows on knees. Not looking at his partner, he sucked in a breath. “Did I say I’m sorry?”<\/p>\n

“Only about a hundred times. Doesn’t matter.”<\/p>\n

“But it does, Starsk. It does. I\u2026 betrayed you.”<\/p>\n

Starsky put a hand on his shoulder, squeezing gently. “Hutch. Quit it with the guilt thing, okay?” His fingers slipped to the back of Hutch’s neck, petting the soft hair at his nape.<\/p>\n

“I didn’t love her. I screwed her, but I didn’t love her. I was\u2026 I don’t know, I was jealous\u2026 because you did. Love her, I mean.”<\/p>\n

“Thought I did, anyway. False coin. You didn’t need to be jealous, babe. ‘S nothing in the world can come between us, don’t you know that? No one’s more important to me than you.”<\/p>\n

Hutch looked at him, then. Saw the absolute truth of that declaration in the deep blue eyes. Saw understanding, and compassion, and a love that stopped his breath.<\/p>\n

“I\u2026 don’t deserve to have a friend like you,” he whispered.<\/p>\n

“Don’t go mushy on me, buddy,” Starsky admonished, a thread of laughter in his voice.<\/p>\n

Hutch huffed a chuckle. “Sorry\u2026.”<\/p>\n

“I’d forgive you anything, babe. No more apologies. After all,” he went on, brightening with inspiration, “Love means never having to say you’re sorry. And I love you, Hutch.” He blinked, as if surprised by his own words. “Just surprised you never realized. ‘S okay, you don’t need to say anything\u2026”<\/p>\n

Hutch appeared to consider this. “You’re not drunk?”<\/p>\n

“On one beer? Get real.”<\/p>\n

“How long\u2026? I mean, how long have you felt this way?”<\/p>\n

“I think I’d always loved you,” Starsky said simply. “But I never knew I was in love <\/em>with you. Then, that night when you kissed me after your bachelor party, back in ’70\u2026 when you were marrying Vanessa\u2026. You were drunk, I know, but I wasn’t. When you left for the honeymoon the next day\u2026 Hutch, I went out and got completely shit-faced. I was in love with you. Buried that knowledge so deep I managed to almost convince myself I’d imagined it. Had a harem of long-legged lovelies to warm my bed. And you as partner and best friend\u2026. I had all I wanted in the world. Except it wasn’t enough. I love you, Hutch. In every way known to man.”<\/p>\n

There were no words. Hutch closed the little distance between then, and captured his friend’s mouth with his own.<\/p>\n

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Blue eyes met in instant unspoken communication, and turning their backs on the astonished woman, they exited together, arms slung around each other’s’ shoulders. Neither was quite sober. “Back to my place?” Hutch queried. Starsky considered, then shrugged. He was tired. One place was as good as another. So long as it had a bed. … Continue reading “December 10th: Revelation by Kymrukatz (Terri Beckett)”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,15,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fic","category-sfw","category-slash"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":579,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19\/revisions\/579"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/advent.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2023\/calendar\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}